A New Friend

Sometimes, desires overcome me
I just want to hold you tight
Caress your hair, look into your eyes
Come morning sun or Depth of night

Why am i left always wanting
without any friends or foes
Why do i exist , struggle through a life
When end is certain
only god knows

I miss you for the things i want
I miss you for the things you gave
I miss that last night
Talking to u, whole night
i lay awake

And wen i finally slept you went away
Like a moment of happiness passes by
I dont know whether we ll meet again
I will remember as long as i try

Maybe some things are impossible
And yet no one to share the possibles in my life
My last guide left me cold alone
And yet again it was the same old strife

The joy that comes with a new friend…
Was only a short lived happiness